Life is a beautiful struggle

Assalaimulaikum...

First at all I just want to say, "Ya Allah, I really miss my health".

Ibn Abbas( May Allah be please with him) reported; Messenger of Allah (PBUH) said,"There are two blessings in which many people incur loss.(They are) health and free time (for doing good)"

(Al-Bukhari)

Alhamdulilah, I am starting to feel better again. Yup I gained my confidence again and I really hope that I will not lose it again. It was so hard to recover back when we fall down however when there is a will, you can do it. Even though you start to lose your confidence, Remember that Allah is more powerful. Allah is indeed the best in His planning. Well we may lose somethings yet we also gain somethings. Somethings that maybe we don't want them yet Allah is knowing everything and He gives everything that we need.

Insya-Allah I believe there is always a hikmah behind everything. Allah has destined for us, even though at times we struggle to realize the hikmah behind things that afflict us.

" We will surely put you to trial by involving you in fear and hunger and by causing loss of property, life, and earnings. And give good tidings to those who remain steadfast in these trials:when a misfortune comes to them, they say, " We are Allah's and we shall certainly return to Him", their Lord will bestow great blessings and mercy upon them ; such are the people who are rightly guided."

(Al- Baqarah; 155-157)

And Insya-Allah, Allah will give the one who perseveres in this kind of fortitude to taste the sweetness of surrender and the rest in the serenity of contentment. Moreover Allah in the Holy Al-Quran said ;

"So, the fact is that along with every hardship there is also ease. Indeed, with every hardship there is also ease"

(Al-Insyirah;94;5-6)

The Hidden Knowledge.

I asked for strength, and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom, and Allah gave me problem to solve.

I asked for prosperity, and Allah gave me a brain and brawn to work.

I asked for courage, and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome.

I asked for love, and Allah gave me troubled people to help.

I asked favour, and Allah gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted but I received everything I needed.

Besides life is a beautiful struggle where we able to receive everything we needed.

p/s:I am a not strong girl yet I am learning how to be a strong and unbreakable girl.

p/s2: I am fighting with my diabetes now. I need to get the good health which mean free from diabetes because I need to be a healthy girl especially when I need to undergo the next and new medical check up for Australian visa next month. The most important thing why I need to stay healthy as I want to perform my ibadah perfectly.So, please pray that everything will turn up really well this time because I might become &%#@$ if I need to postpone it again.

p/s3:It's ok to cry but the most essential thing is how we reacted after we cried? And I choose to become strong person because to be able to cry and sad are the nikmat that Allah gives to me. They make me look a weak person instead they actually make me become better.

p/s4: Life is beatiful, right??? (It's a rhetoric question)