Isnin, 31 Oktober 2011
Random2
Ahad, 30 Oktober 2011
The truth

Aduhhhhh,kena SENTAP lagi..
Jumaat, 28 Oktober 2011
Bila Allah SENTAP hambaNYA.

Dia yang ingin berjalan ke hadapan..
Rabu, 26 Oktober 2011
WW

Isnin, 24 Oktober 2011
Wake up!!!

“Indeed my Lord is with me, He will guide me through.”
(Ash-Shuara 26:62)
And I am trying to remind myself that Allah already said that
"...Allah intends for you ease, and He does not want to make things difficult for you..."
(2:185)

Recalibrate my ship...

Assalaimulaikum...
Alhamdulilah,after had been struggling for the past few months,today I can said that I am able to move on again, however I am still in the healing process and of course the healing process will take some time.So, let's hope and pray that I am able to go through this trial.Maybe in the past I were not being a good person and maybe this trial just one of the reasons so that I am able to become the better person.
And right now, I just realized that lied to yourself was just the stupid thing that I ever done.I should not being a hypocrite girl by pretending that I am ok while actually I were not okay.But right now, I can said that I had already able to accept that I am not a normal girl anymore but this doesn't meant that I am not able to lead a normal life. Right now, I want to enjoy my life before it's too late.
I just moved the first step of my new life and hope this time everything going well.*Insya-Allah* And today before I started to pray I found this verses in my Al-Quran;
"Yang demikian itu kerana sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah suatu nikmat yang tlah diberikanNya kepada suatu kaum sehingga kaum itu mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri.Sungguh, Allah Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui"
(Al-Anfal:53)
I just felt so calm and happy after I recite that verses.Insya-Allah,I am sure that I am able to go through this trial. Like mom always said that Allah knows the best for you. And this trial is the best for you.
p/s:Today I just felt so grateful and relieved. For the last few months, today I were able to smile sincerely.Sabtu, 22 Oktober 2011
It's time to change!!

Kept repeating
“Indeed my Lord is with me, He will guide me through.”
Ash-Shuara 26:62
Sometime the thing that I had been afraid of is not that my disease cannot be cure but I am really afraid if I start to give up with this trial.
Ohh Allah please save me!!!
Jumaat, 21 Oktober 2011
Ironinya
Khamis, 20 Oktober 2011
Janji Allah
Assalaimulaikum...
Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011
Usrah
Jumaat, 7 Oktober 2011
She will always know.

Rabu, 5 Oktober 2011
Allah with me
Assalaimulaikum...
Alhamdulilah and today I felt slightly better when I woke up than yesterday. Maybe I started to get my confident back therefore let's start our day today by said a lot of Alhamdulilah.
When I woke up everyday, I will do the same and usual habit which was online. And last night “one of my daughters” sent me a message through fb. Thank a lot for showing your endless support for me. I will try to stay strong because I am Amal, a strong girl with iron resolve.I knew that I can go through will all these trials as Allah didn't promise this life is going to be simple but He promises that He will always be there as
Ash-Shuara 26:62
I believed that, although I may never know the answer to all my whys, at least I do know that God has used this illness to show me His great love. Thus the saying,"Allah certainly has unique ways to show His love".
"...Allah intends for you ease, and He does not want to make things difficult for you..."
[2:185]
All I can do now, is to keep praying to Allah, that He grants me cure from the disease if that is what He has planned for me. And difficult it might be, I just have to push myself to keep reading my biology and chemistry textbooks, so as to prevent my knowledge from rusting. I am not going to give the time and space for myself to sit purposeless, wondering when will the time come when I will get to conduct the experiments and wear my white lab coat again.
So here I am telling myself to be thankful for the blessings that Allah has given to me, rather than pondering on the ones I think I have lost. Only then will one find solace in life!
And remember also that your Lord forewarned, "If you be grateful I will increase My favors on you and if you be ungrateful (you should know that) My chastisement is severe indeed!"
Ibrahim;7
p/s: To my best friends, Fika and Yati and my 'daughter", Najat I guess I am very lucky person to have all you. Thank for showing your endless support to me. I pray all the best for all of you and Yati, do the best in your exam. I am eagerly to see you again next week.

