Bagai melukut di tepi gantang

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Most of the time, i am really sick to face this situation.
People are treating me like sampah.
I always be nice dengan ya kan sahaja whatever they said.
Tapi bila time i, all my  idea and words nak bangkang.
Bila dia sedih, i always trying to be there,
but bila i sedih, no one trying to be with me.
sometime i just want you to lend the ears and just listen.
I just want you to listen.
And stop treating me like sampah.
Stop treating me macam melukut ditepi gantang.
Stop cari me when you dalam kesusahan.

Stop buat orang rasa tak diperlukan.
Tuhan lahirkan kita berpasangan dan ramai sebab DIA nak kita rasa ada each other.

Tabahlah hati

"Hati...Semoga kau tabah dan kuat. Bukan hanya untuk hari ini tapi untuk setiap hari"

To be honest, everyday is struggling.
Struggling to advice myself supaya tabah dan kuat.
Struggling not to cry and keep moving on.
Struggling not feel lonely.
I might post my picture in most of media social that i have with my fake smile,
But i am not just happy with myself.
Semakin membesar dan tua, i semakin lost my self confidence.
 

Pahit

Pahit,
Samaada  ditelan mahupun diluahkan, rasa pahitnya tetap ada.

Ada masanya aku sangat benci,
Kenapa dilahirkan sebagai manusia?
Kenapa ada "rasa" dalam jiwa aku?

Kadang kala kau pandang sekeliling kau,
Kau lihat betapa ramainya orang disekeliling kau,
Anehnya kau tetap rasa sunyi,
Dan kau tetap rasa keseorangan

Mak

No matter how strong you are, when thing gets tougher, you just need Allah and mom too. 

I pretend to be happy but in fact everyday i am struggling not to cry,

The truth is rindu itu menyakitkan.