Allah with me

Assalaimulaikum...

Alhamdulilah and today I felt slightly better when I woke up than yesterday. Maybe I started to get my confident back therefore let's start our day today by said a lot of Alhamdulilah.

When I woke up everyday, I will do the same and usual habit which was online. And last night “one of my daughters” sent me a message through fb. Thank a lot for showing your endless support for me. I will try to stay strong because I am Amal, a strong girl with iron resolve.I knew that I can go through will all these trials as Allah didn't promise this life is going to be simple but He promises that He will always be there as

“Indeed my Lord is with me, He will guide me through.”

Ash-Shuara 26:62

I believed that, although I may never know the answer to all my whys, at least I do know that God has used this illness to show me His great love. Thus the saying,"Allah certainly has unique ways to show His love".

"...Allah intends for you ease, and He does not want to make things difficult for you..."

[2:185]

All I can do now, is to keep praying to Allah, that He grants me cure from the disease if that is what He has planned for me. And difficult it might be, I just have to push myself to keep reading my biology and chemistry textbooks, so as to prevent my knowledge from rusting. I am not going to give the time and space for myself to sit purposeless, wondering when will the time come when I will get to conduct the experiments and wear my white lab coat again.

So here I am telling myself to be thankful for the blessings that Allah has given to me, rather than pondering on the ones I think I have lost. Only then will one find solace in life!

And remember also that your Lord forewarned, "If you be grateful I will increase My favors on you and if you be ungrateful (you should know that) My chastisement is severe indeed!"

Ibrahim;7

p/s: To my best friends, Fika and Yati and my 'daughter", Najat I guess I am very lucky person to have all you. Thank for showing your endless support to me. I pray all the best for all of you and Yati, do the best in your exam. I am eagerly to see you again next week.