Assalaimulaikum...
I remember the my first entry in this blog was something I quoted from Chicken Soup for the Soul; Think positive. It was about "words that changed my life"
Words have the power to both destroy and heal.
When words are both true and kind,
they can change our world.
Walking into the path of life, I found someone who used the social network and spread the words that change other people worlds. And of course his writings changed my world. When I was wallowing in self depression Allah showed me there was someone who had been tested with a lot of things and walked into the life that full with obstacles he never said to give up until his last breath. I am sure right now he rests in peace in the heaven. To MAM, your words changed my life and now I felt OK especially when I cried if I felt helpless in the battle of life that I needed to face as you said it's OK to cry.
For the last few days, I had been kept thinking of the main reasons why I have a blog. I love to write and share my feelings. I think I became better when I wrote something especially when I had my emotional imbalance. That's why I am sorry if someone read my blog and you felt like "what the hell with this girl?? kept telling about her emotional imbalance to us." But like I always said I felt better when I wrote something especially when I cannot talk about it face to face, so that I hope my words can tell you about what I felt and of course I need some brilliant advices and ideas to solve my problems.
Sometime I felt so weak and sometime I felt to give up , Alhamdulillah even though it was hard I never give up and I really hoping that someone can say to me "it's ok Amal, you can do it" or "Amal everything will be fine" or "Amal remember you have Allah that will be always with you." For anyone who dropped the comments I felt appreciate and thank for always pray the best for me. So my resolution for this blog I just hope that I will write something more benefits to us and maybe something that changed other people life like how MAM's writings changed my world.*Insya-Allah*
p/s:World is so small. MAM and my kakak ursah studied at the same university in the UK. MAM died on 2010 because of cancer.
go Amal go.Allah is standing before you and He's always there to get you up whenever you fall by accident because He's the ONE who put up the obstacles..
BalasPadamgot me?hehe
Yup..I understood what are you trying to say , Sometime yuni I felt sad with myself. I knew that I can handle it but sometime I kept asked why my mind still thinking that Amal u can't do it. Mom said I lost my motivation. I keep finding my motivation and sometime when thing went beyond my control I felt totally down, still thinking about how to stand up. But Insya-Allah I am trying my best to stand up back. Pray for me.
BalasPadam