Kak Ayu

I still remember the first time I met Kak Ayu. 

Well, it's my second day I was in Brisbane and Kak Ayu made a nasi ayam  for us as  lunch.

And then we started to each other better after BF housewarming party.

I started to spend most of my time at BF last year because to be honest I did not felt very comfortable with my house and housemates. Anyway, my house was good and my housemates were also good people, just maybe a clash of the way in we lead our life.

With Kak Ayu sometime I think I can story mory better than with my akak naqibah( Sorry akak naqibah)

I think Kak Ayu was a great listener. And she was also a good akak.

I learnt a lot from here, especially about usrah and tarbiyah.

I felt the sweatness of ukhuwah with Kak Ayu.

Kak Ayu just like a mom to me( sometime)

especially when I was not felt really well.

Well, I always stuck with my health problems

And Kak Ayu will always beside me when I was sick.

She treat me like I was her biological sister, even though on that time I felt that I always cause the trouble to her.

I still remember how she took care of me when I got ear infection, when I cannot even slept due to the infection, how she made me a delicious nasi lemak when I mengidam nak makan her nasi lemak.

To Kak Ayu, I read your blog.

Thank because  your writing mengembalikan semangat tarbiyah yang mula hilang dalam diri.

Thank because each of your words sangat mengagumkan saya yang culas dalam tarbiyah.

Thank because ketidakputusan akak mengejar tarbiyah menjadikan betapa bersyukurnya saya disini yang sentiasa disuap dengan nikmat tarbiyah tetapi masih lagi belum sedar betapa beruntungnya saya.

Saya mungkin masih bayi dalam tarbiyah, kadang kala saya akui saya cuba lari dari tarbiyah tetapi insya Allah saya akan cuba untuk bertahan dan terus berpegang teguh kepada jalan tarbiyah ini.

Untuk akhwat-akhwat yang osem di brisbane, Jazikillahukhairan kasiran kerana tidak berputus asa dengan saya. Jazikilahukhairan kasiran kerana membimbing saya.

Kak Ayu, a girl with blue tudung

My usrah members.

Kak Ayu with blue and coco coat. Actually blue is Kak Ayu's favourite colour